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Just one of the reasons why I love Josh. He brought lunch to me on my break :)

Another Day.

Quick breakfast to start the day, working hard, and lunch break at the cousins (Aunty's farewell lunch before she went back to Vietnam the next day.

Brunchwick Street

I love Lynh Au.

Be brave and wing it?

I haven't read my star sign in ages, not one where its spot on.
Where do I even begin. How do I. It's always easier said than done. But I should stop pretending that I've got it all under wraps. I need to remind myself though, that there are people with lives, far from perfect. Problems, that will never see the light of resolution.

Chris Hemsworth!

I think Thor deserved an individual post!

"Who's with their first love tonight? Put your hands up!"

Big night out with Josh! He took me to dinner, the comedy festival and the cinemas. Best night out in a while.
Love comedy. Love laughing to the point where I can't breathe and my cheeks need massaging. I can always trust Josh to choose someone hilarious to watch at the Comedy Festival. I've seen Steven K. Amos plenty of times on television, but it would never beat seeing him live. Ever. He was so incredibly hilarious. My cheeks are still sore.
"Who's with their first love tonight? Put your hands up!" :)
"Bananas? Fuck no, they're too expensive."

You had to be there.

We visited Jen before going to SKA and again after watching THOR. So epic. I love superhero movies! Probably because there is always a happy ending HEHE. Dareisay, Thor had much more laughs than Iron Man! I loved it! I love Chris Hemsworth (Shhh, don't tell Josh). Mmmm, sweet dreams tonight.

Beef, pineapple, lettuce, tomato, oni ...

Officially on midsemester break as of today.
Satisfied our Grill'd cravings.
Classic Summer (or Somer?) Sunset, herbed chips
with herbed mayo & schweppes orange & mango.
Watched Josh work his poker magic.
Caught up with Jen with drinks to 'fucking relax.'

Day 2.

Let's see how long I can keep up this little regime! Good luck me!

Homemade Lemon & Lime Bitters

Pretty lemon & lime bitters I made for Josh :)



Neverending Brain Fuck.

Just a few things ..
*One thing has been pissing me off is the fact that I don't find the time to dedicate as little as 10 minutes to write in my journal everyday. Not just any, but the one my brother bought for me last christmas, or was it the christmas before that, titled 365, with each page numbered prompting for daily entries. Now there are just wasted blank pages. I intend to recall these days and simply sketch or doodle something. So much for recording my epic year.

*I am way past the point of tolerance for people who are hyprocrites, eat shit, are full of shit and waste my time.

*I am right at that point when I think becoming bulimic is my only option to lose weight. How and where can I find motivation to eat on a healthy diet and excercise regularly. In other words, how do you convert a lazy slob like me. I am so unhealthy.
*Working to live .. :|

*On the brighter side. I believe I'm doing much better in my uni studies. I can't seem to drink much anymore, therefore less damage to my brain and liver, more money saved.

*ECSTATIC for The Epic Road Trip around Australia at the end of the year.
And equally excited for my trip to California next year. Currently cooking up schemes in my mind to sneak Josh on a plane to anotehr country with me.

*Easter weeekenddd fast approaching. HELLS YEAH.

*Marriage. Children. Family. Career. Too far?

Time for bed!

Blood!

 

Injury from the football! :'-(

Jen said it.

Jen said:

"Dedicating your emotional effort into something is leaving yourself open for defeat. It doesn't usually have to be this dramatic, but when it happens its very disappointing. You feel stupid because you know it was wrong to put in the effort, but you did it anyway. And it let you down. Oh well. Shrug it off and plan your next step forward ..."

For fuck sakes, why do people suck.

Ventisei.

Happy 26 Months Stud.
I love you :)

Vee Cooks Now.

Vee's well beyond the age of maturity I think. What's even better is that she loves cooking for us. I come home from work at 10:30pm and waiting for me is perfectly cooked penne in a tomato, carrot, basil, onion infused sauce with spicy kransky and lightly salted olives.

Gnocchi Treat.

After class Josh & I went to Lions Hotel. I haven't been there in ages, night or day. I love having meals in there though, at times where it's not busy. There's something cosy and intimate about it. Josh treated me to a dish of gnocchi and rocket in a pesto sauce, with parmesan atop. I also had an alcoholic beverage! I just told Josh I wanted it fruity and for it to have a hint of lychee. Paraiso + Cranberry + Orange = Tingley Sensations. 



The Writer I Love.

I wake up to find Josh in his own world. I love it when he's intensely focused in his writing. If he would let me share his writing, I would.

Oh the stories.

Wicked Max Brennars date with Ace and Kathy. Highschool stories never get old, they still make me laugh.

L _ _ _

    I hope they never find a cure. Never. Ever :)

TRUMPH :)

Today was the first presentation for my 4th and final year studying Interior Design. I don't think I nor the majority of the course fulfilled the brief to complete satisfaction, however I do believe I achieved something. Every time I present, I am so nervous that I forget what to say. I have mind blocks and blank out, restarting the presentation again and again. It really isn't impressive at all. It tells my panel I am ill-prepared, that I haven't conducted thorough research and deserve nothing more than a pass. The pass really drains any motivation I have to even try to do better. What a shit and pathetic cycle. Today I spoke with confidence, conviction and dare I say it, what seemed to be a hint of passion behind my ideas. I made little references to my notes and got lost in deep thought and conversation. I had answers to give. Answers. That is big man. A successful day.

HERE HERE, to fourth year.

Lemon macaroon from Hannah. It was orgasmic, yes I said it.

Answers.

They love hiding, but I'm slowly seeking them out.